First we have to give it up for our USF Bulls!! For those of you that don't know our family as well. Kevin played football at USF. He was the first person drafted from Tallahassee to play at USF and he has been waiting 13 years for them to play FSU. Even though Kevin is from Ttown he is not a fan of the Seminoles. He was so excited about the game Sat. and elated that they won!!!
Now for Mason, :) We met with Dr. Rodriguez on Thursday. Mason is missing his corpus callosum in his brain. That is the middle part of your brain that connects the two hemispheres. His ventricles are enlarged and misshapen. What does this mean? Means he will have developmental delays. How delayed? Only time will tell. Dr. R said he has seen brains like this and the child does pretty well. He has also seen this and they really struggle. We will be continuing to stimulate him any way we can. He did say that he wouldn't classify him as severe because his appearance isn't as severe.
From here we have two more appointments, October 8th we go to the optometrist to take a look at his eyes. He's having a hard time tracking images and light. October 15 we will go see the Neurologist. She will be doing an EKG on his brain to make sure he's not having seizures. Then we will be able to discuss with her his development.
Believe it or not we left the appointment feeling good and optimistic. I was really struggling with the Lord on Wednesday. I had so many questions that I may never get answers as to "why". After having a fantastic pitty party for myself, I felt God wrap his loving arms around me. I begged him for hope. I needed something to hold on to to keep me going. I felt myself starting to spiral down a black hole and I didn't want to be there. I asked God to carry me because I didn't have the energy to walk at those moments. Before we went to the appt. On Thurs morning, I was listening to the Joy FM. My favorite song by Sidewalk Prophets came on. (This is the song I sing to Mason everyday). I was feeding Mason and listening again to the words that I've memorized. I felt God say to me this time these words are for you. As I listened tears ran down my face because I knew that even in the times when we are so discouraged and frustrated with life God is there. He's just waiting for us to ask him for help. If you are not familiar with the song it says "Be strong in the Lord and never give up hope, You're going to do great things I already know. God's got his hand on you so don't live life in Fear. Forgive and Forget but don't forget why you're here .Take your time to pray and thank God for each day. That was the hope that I needed from him on Thursday. Even though some of the news wasn't the best Thursday we left knowing that God is going to continue to do great things!
We'll be posting pictures of our trip to Tallahassee later this week. Have a blessed week, Wendy